I've told him so many times. For the moment it seemed like he understood. I feel so stupid and I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried talking to him, I've tried watching what I say. Nothing. I just... I'm not here. The person I care for most is the last person that's going to talk to me. He's only there when it's seriouse, not when I really need him. It's like he doesn't even try, then makes excuses so he doesn't feel bad. I don't know how to get it through to him that it really hurts. Because it does. And if he does get it and understands, why won't he do anything about it?