We're having one tomorrow. I don't know why I go. Ugh... And my friend Alex says he can get the guy I like to dance w/ me. Yeah right... I don't know how that's going to happen. AKA, it won't. The dances always suck. They have some stupid DJ who has no good songs and doesn't know how to work the booth. All they play are bad rap, pop and hip hop, and I mean BAD. Not that those types of music aren't already bad, but the songs they play are just bad, on top of them being just a fake shitty God damn crap ass genera. That felt good... I was in a pretty good mood a few minutes ago, but now I just feel let down. I completely suck at guitar, I can't even play "Polly". God... i'm not learning anything! I don't know what it is! I'm never going to be good... I know this takes time, but Adam got going pretty fast, but then again he knew the chords already, but still. I feel like I'm not getting ANYWHERE. Augh, GOD... shit shit shit. I'm afraid I'm never really going to learn how to play shit. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but I can't play! Man... And it's not like those shitty dances would ever play anything good.