mLe (everlonged) wrote,

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God... I'm so stupid! So, the guy I met at the RBF show, I went to the thing his band was playing at last night. I barley said 5 words to him! Do you want to know why?? Because I'm a total fucking coward. I don't understand why I have to be so shy. I wish I had just been able to go up to him and talk to him, and known what to say. But I never know what to say! And,I dunno, maybe it was just me, but he didn't seem that interested. I mean, when I did talk to him, he said shit, it's not like he ignored me... I dunno. I'm just... I guess I'm not very likable by guys... Or girls. People just don't like me. And I don't know if I'm ever going to see him again. I'm really hoping he comes back to the battle of the bands thing, even though his band didn't win, because the opening act is playing at the finals, so I hope he goes... And if not, there's only one way I can think of to contact him and shit is to call his school and shit, and get his number, but I would feel like an idiot! augh... I'm a loser...
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